| Meet You There ! |
[15 Sep 2003|12:36pm] |
Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do
You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
I wish I could have told you
The words I kept inside
But now I guess it's just too late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time
And where I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you
I'll meet you there
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| Boys, boys and more boys ! |
[05 Sep 2003|02:21pm] |
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Okay so I've decided that I have the best job in the world. Wednesday night 100 hundred British army men were staying in the hotel...I actually get paid to watch extremely hot men strutting around all day !
I went out last night, had a great time, met an amazing guy at work yesterday (of course he's british), we met up when I got off work and then had a great night together. I really hope he gets to come back again in a few weeks so we can spend some more time together. Ahhh, what a sexy man !
Me and Brandy are going to St.John's next weekend for the Molson House party, that should be a really great time ! Hopefully nothing too crazy happens, but I'm a crazy girl so the chances are pretty high.
I have to work tonight, I really wish Ian was still here so I could spend the entire night talking with him...the worst thing about meeting people through work is that they always have to leave, but it was fun while it lasted. Hopefully he calls me when he gets to Calgary ! I've decided that I'm going to marry a British man, they are so incredibly sexy and well dressed, and the accent is to die for !
Anyways, I'm outta here.
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| It aint over til its over ! |
[02 Sep 2003|10:28am] |
Well summer is pretty much over again for another year ! Now comes the depressing fall and winter, but I don't think things will be all that bad this winter. Everyone is leaving and going away while I'm still stuck in Gander, but at least I have a pretty sweet job with good pay. Hopefully I'll be able to start saving some money for my move this spring.
I really can't wait to get out of here and into the "real world", I've realized that Newfoundland is just a small representation of everything thats out there for me. Who knows maybe I'll even meet the man of my dreams, because god knows I'm not gonna meet him here.
I always say that I don't know what I would do with a boyfriend if I had one, but I've been kinda lonely lately. I don't wanna rush anything though, when the time is right it'll happen. I just feel like I'm getting older and my life still doesn't have any structure to it. I guess living on my own and supporting myself right now is the best thing I can do.
This summer definately wasn't as hectic as last year, at least I'm not shipping back to corner brook and fucking up yet another semester of university. I'm kicking myself in the ass now for being such a slacker, but I guess I have my reasons. If I didn't come home, I definately wouldn't be here now to write about it, so it can only be a good thing.
Anyways people...I'm gonna do a shout out to a few of my friends..I hope you guys read this !
James - good luck with your RA position, I know you'll kick ass ! Don't pull a Joe Brown (ha,ha)
Becky - have fun in CB, I'm gonna come out and dance in the cage with you at the studi-ho !
Puss - good luck with school, come home and visit me soon !
Danielle - hope you're not too lonely...don't worry you'll be fine.
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| I love summer ! |
[17 Jul 2003|10:13am] |
Since I noticed that all my friends are updating their journals, I decided to give everyone an update on my summer
Things are kinda non eventful right now actually, definately not as crazy as everything was last summer, but I guess as each year passes things are gonna change more and more for me. It now seems that two of my former best friends are knocked up. Kinda scary actually when you think about it. All a part of growing up though.
I'm planning on finally taking the leap after september and leaving Newfoundland for good ! Ontario is looking like the place of choice. I'm actually really looking forward to starting my life over again, away from Gander and the crazy rumour mill. It will be nice to finally be living somewhere where noone knows my name. Plus I'll have some close friends around so it should all work out pretty smoothly.
I seen your pictures on that website puss, never thought I'd see one of my friends as a model. It suits you though !
Well thats about all I'm gonna write. I'll update again soon
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| I'm blue da dee da da dee da da ! Or however that song goes ! |
[25 Jun 2003|12:09am] |
You are blue!
What colour are you?
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So the summer is going pretty well so far, Had a pretty crazy night on Saturday, still celebrating from my birthday. I didn't get home until 7:30 on sunday morning, people we're getting ready to go to church. Shame on me ! Oh well all is well that ends well, and that night definately went well. So the weather is getting pretty hot again now, I think the hot weather makes me go all crazy and shit ! (ha,ha) maybe it does that to everyone. I guess it doesn't help when you constantly have hot guys in your town all the time. Anyways I'm outta here, all the words look jumbled together on the screen. See ya later alligator !
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| Birthday Blues ! |
[20 Jun 2003|03:24pm] |
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Well my birthday is now officially over, but I had a great time all and all. The celebration started on wednesday night at 12:00 when me and Brandy decided to go out for "One" birthday drink. (ha,ha) 4 hours and about 10 drinks later we strolled home. It's always fun getting drunk for free. Well if guys are stupid enough to buy us drinks then I'm not turning it down. Then we came home and polished off a bottle of wine, had a nice joint and went to bed. Thursday we had a party at the apartment, lots of people + booze + weed = one hell of a good time ! I think I may have drank a few too many glasses of punch and jello shooters. Oh my ! What a state, I hardly even made it to the club before coming home and passing out.
No birthday lay for me ! Oh well, there's always a belated one this weekend.
Anyways folks I'm out ! I'm too lazy to write anymore
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| So Not Me ! |
[20 Jun 2003|03:22pm] |
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| New start...hopefully ! |
[16 Jun 2003|05:02pm] |
Well I havn't written in this forever, but now I can finally update this thing more often because I have the internet connected...for the first time since last september. Anyways, I have moved out of my grandmother's apartment and into my own place. It's great living on my own again, I didn't actually realize how much I missed it. Plus my room mate's a doll and we get along great !
I'm working at the airport now, not a bad job at all. I get to meet hot guys all the time. For those of you who really know me, you know this is my ideal job.
So I'll be 21 on thursday, time sure fly's when you're having fun !
We have a party planned and it should be quite exciting, then we're going out and getting drunk. Drunk as a skunk I tell ya !
Hello to all my friends living away, I love you and wish you were home for the summer, I hope all of you are doing okay.
I better take off now and go make some cheese and brocolli rice for my supper.
Later People !
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| Shawn Desman...thats all I have to say... |
[15 Apr 2003|11:46am] |
Well I havn't written in this thing for ages, I thought I would take a look and see whats going on with all my friends I havn't talked to in ages....I guess this is really the only place for people to find out first hand whats going on in my life...which in case you're wondering isn't all that exciting lately..
Friday night I went to the Snow, Rascalz and Shawn Desman concert in grandfalls...Yes I have finally seen Shawn Desman. Great experience and he's even hotter in person. That is basically as much excitment as I've had in a while.
Other than that my life generally consists of driving around with Terri, Stiffy and Greg. I have an opportunity for a job now at a clothing store, which is pretty good. It's only for a few months until I move to St.John's. September should be fun, moving to town with Terri.W to go to hairdressing school. I'm quite sad that I had to leave all my old friends in corner brook but I guess thats what life is all about, moving on and meeting new people. I still love you all and don't forget it.
Congrats to James on getting the RA position, I know you're gonna do a great job.
You are Roseann!
Otherwise known as Brose, Brosita, Mamma B, or
Dirty B. You are funky, sweet, and a great
listener. No one can trip becky out like you
and vice versa! Rock out!
Which one of Becky's friends are you?
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Well everyone I'm out again, good luck on your exams everyone. Hopefully I'll see you all soon !
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| In The Navy ! |
[09 Jan 2003|10:57am] |
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Well Christmas is over again for another year (thank god) I guess I'll update everyone on whats been going on in my life. Nothing too exciting I guess, I did meet an amazing guy last friday though. He's living in St.John's (originally from halifax), enlisted in the Navy, beautiful, 23, sweet, caring, and single ! Can you actually believe it ? I've been talking to him now a few times on the phone. We spent a great night together, talking at Sidetrax by ourselves. It seems too good to be true, but who knows what might come out of this.
Other than that nothing exciting is happening, I'm thinking of going to halifax for a vacation within the next few weeks, so look out puss here I come ! I'm missing corner brook, maybe I'm regretting the fact that I had to leave school. Not so much regretting as I am confused about what the future is going to hold, but I know I needed to take care of my health first and everything else can come later. I'm still only young, I'll figure it all out sooner or later. Well thats all for now folks !
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| In The Navy ! |
[09 Jan 2003|10:57am] |
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Well Christmas is over again for another year (thank god) I guess I'll update everyone on whats been going on in my life. Nothing too exciting I guess, I did meet an amazing guy last friday though. He's living in St.John's (originally from halifax), enlisted in the Navy, beautiful, 23, sweet, caring, and single ! Can you actually believe it ? I've been talking to him now a few times on the phone. We spent a great night together, talking at Sidetrax by ourselves. It seems too good to be true, but who knows what might come out of this.
Other than that nothing exciting is happening, I'm thinking of going to halifax for a vacation within the next few weeks, so look out puss here I come ! I'm missing corner brook, maybe I'm regretting the fact that I had to leave school. Not so much regretting as I am confused about what the future is going to hold, but I know I needed to take care of my health first and everything else can come later. I'm still only young, I'll figure it all out sooner or later. Well thats all for now folks !
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| Happy New Year ! |
[31 Dec 2002|08:42am] |
Well another year over almost over. Where does the time go ? Two Christmas's down now, a million more to go. Not fun ! But I dealt much better this time around than I did last year. Christmas isn't fun for me anymore, I got 5 pairs of Pj's and thats it. Perhaps some people get the idea that I sleep a lot, now where would anyone get a silly idea like that ?
Lots of stupid people home for Christmas, It's nice to see Shawn and puss and betty and Jass though. It's been too long. I don't want to feel like I'm losing touch with my old friends but sometimes it seems inevitable. Maybe its just the Christmas blues I've been experiencing this past week.
My god, I havn't written in this thing in forever, I should start writing again every day and let people in on whats going on in my life, which by the way isn't very interesting at the moment. Same ole !
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| Childhood Memories... |
[25 Oct 2002|02:37am] |
Oh my...I'm so baked. I just saw James and even he noticed...wicked...and as always I am having all these philosophical thoughts popping up in my head. Like the one where I'm standing on a chair in my grandparents house in deerlake during Christmas, looking into a flamingo covered mirror and this song comes on the radio :
tonights its very clear cause were both lying here, theres so many things I wanna say
I will always love you, I will never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you, I could never make it alone
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero your dreaming of
We'll live forever knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love
I have always needed you I could never make it alone
I am the man who would fight for youre honro
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
we'll live forvere knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love
Like knight in shining armour from a long time ago
Just in time to save the day, take you to my castle far away
ahhhhh the joys of Peter Cetera
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| Men ! Can't live with em, can't leave em by the curb when you're done ! |
[24 Oct 2002|08:19pm] |
Where to start, ever since the summer things have been going really strangely for me.
Not bad and not good, just strange
Men can be so dumb sometimes, well I guess thats a bit of a cliche for me to say, because women can be just as dumb but I'm just wondering what exactly do I have to do to let a guy know that I'm crazy about him.
Any ideas ladies and gentlemen ?
Coming out and actually telling him isnt the best game plan because, I guess you could say we're becoming good friends and thats something I don't want to ruin.
God sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy over this guy.
EEK !
Why can't love be simple ?
My shattered and broken heart are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeings were gone
I give my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry, one last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, than live a lie
I know I gotta be strong
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| Mistakes I Made |
[21 Oct 2002|07:49pm] |
It really is a miracle that I have come this far
Without a hope, without a prayer
Without a guiding star
Despite of my nativity
and many dreams betrayed
I know I would not be here now before mistakes are made
Before mistakes I made, who knows who I might be
Some other heart, some other soul, some other destiny
For the times I took a wrong turn unafraid
I might have missed it all
Before mistakes I made
So many times I tried to change
Its out of my control
The jealousy and all the rage
It swallowed me up hole
The years that I spent loving others who did not feel the same
The times I didn't trust myself with only me to blame
Before mistakes I made
who knows where I might be
some other place, some other time, some other destiny
For all the time I took a wrong turn unafraid
I might have missed it all
Before mistakes I've made
These things have taught me what is real
How to laugh, how to cry, how to love
Without regrets
and when to say hello, and goodbye
I know whatever comes my way, my dues have all been paid
But you would not be in my life, before mistakes I made
Before mistakes I made
Who knows who I might be, some other heart, some other soul, some other destiny
I might have missed it all, before mistakes I made.
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[06 Jun 2002|10:53am] |
![What Seven Deadly Sin Are YOU? [?]](http://www.sakuracardz.com/questionmark/sevensinslust.gif) | You're LUST! Sex, sex, sex! It's all you think about! You're not opposed to having more than one boy/girlfriend, and you're very flirtatious. You're represented by the color blue. |
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Now this is more like it people !
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| Hospitals Suck ! |
[05 Jun 2002|07:14pm] |
Well I'm back.
Havn't written in this forever.
I'm in St.Johns now.
Had my tonsils out
Needless to say, I wasn't feeling well
Staying in hospital for 4 nights is never fun
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[22 Apr 2002|03:49pm] |
Ex nah on the pickup, the newts eh on thursday !
Alicia explaining to her friend that her newts have kicked the bucket !
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